I grew up in a very negative religious atmosphere and I unfortunately still live in a place where often the religion is used negatively. I do have my own beliefs even though I've never been comfortable with the organizations of churches etc thanks to what I've seen and experienced. Like Fulton wrote above, I believe there's a force for good that loves us (not the terrifying stuff I was told in school!) and I also find comfort in that. I really enjoyed reading this and loved how heartfelt it is <3