murielle

Oh sweet Murielle, I'm so terribly sorry to hear this. It's very difficult when loved ones die. I shut down when I'm sad and hurting too, just get really quiet. I totally understand that. I'm sorry you have regrets about it. That's a tough feeling, too. I have regrets about similar things. Death does that to us, I think! And us writing types of folks are way too good with imagination, so I think that makes our "what ifs" a lot more vivid than non-writer people. That's my theory anyway. Anyway, I send you lots of love, and hope the acute pain has settled into something more manageable, and I wish you lots of peace as you grieve. We're here for you, to listen, if you find yourself wanting to write about it more. <3 *hugs*